Sunday, May 9, 2010

I'm sick of the ups and the downs, I don't know where I am anymore. I'm confused, I'm energetic, I'm depressed, I'm excited, I'm a wreck I have no future.

I've never been so bad in my entire life. My leg is a cross hatch of red my mind drifts to any method of suicide, which is the least painful way to go. Which would kill me the quickest so I can't be caught. Just to end all the ups and downs, just to get of this roller coaster ride, I just want out.

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  1. I'm sorry that I don't always understand, and that I'm often too shy to tell you when what you've written moves something inside of me. You are an amazing woman, courageous, and full of love. Thank you for being part of my life. I'm here if you need someone to listen, you know how to find me. Know that even though I don't always comment, I'm always reading, thinking of you, and wishing I was there to hold your hand and give you a hug.

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  2. Thank you <3 That means a lot to me.

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